Me and an infinite matrix....

well these 2 days have been without much difference...same life ...why i say not much difference is that everything is happening as per schedule..yesterday i got one reject from a firm to which i applied..that proves life is going normal....but the sad part is that i have got loads of work at office.because of my fooling around at office for 3 months not doing anything, now i am faced with the horrendous task of completing a huge database to be made out of macros,pivot tables etc and that too in 3 days flat.now thats a bit too much to take...but no way out...i know i cant complet the task and my boss is already rehearsing the abuses that he has to shower on me but my ambitious and positive nature makes me dream of completing the task and becoming a great person at Philips where i am doing the project....

i know i am very good...infact excellent ...y i say is because, i am able to convey in very clear words that i am not good for nothing thru my resume...so that the companies could reject me easily..in that sense i am very good for "nothing"..there is a famous saying by charles anderson that "the greatest investment of any company is its youth" but that doesnt seem to work here in singapore as all companies are looking for experienced oldies...in one way i am in an infinite matrix...ok an infinite matrix is something which has a moving point as locus.so where ever that point moves or goes a matrix will be formed around it...i am such a point...with an infinite matrix of "disastor" around me...

okkie so cya later ..meanwhile do check out this blog ...its very informative..written by one mayur goyal...http://informist.net/collage.html..nice one....

uncertainity rules!!!