Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Life is somewhat always screwed up

Last week something happened to me..which was strange and funny. On of our traders asked me few weeks back whether i want be interested to go for a boatrace organized by a broker. I said Yes and requested him to book a ticket for me.. The ticket came over to the desk last week and the story starts. This guy passes me the ticket and i takes it. After a few minutes another trader comes and tells me you cant have the two tickets and that i should give the one ticket to him. I told him i cant give and tht the ticket is mine. He goes mad and goes around calling me bad words in office and tells me what an asshole selfish person i am etc. I am totally taken back. After few minutes i go and ask him why did he shout at me like that. And that why should i give the tickets to you that i booked. He then said that i never booked the ticket and that the other guy had asked arnd anyone wants the tickets and he accidently passed on to me. Here is where the big miscommunication happens. He never knew that i had prebooked the tickets and that ticket was for me. He thought that i snatched the ticket which belonged to everyone. Thts y he shouted at me. Once he knew abt it he came and said sorry to me for shouting at me...I was also wrong i should have thought y he was shouting at me and clarified with him.

This is where the importance of a relationship comes into place. Any relationship i believe needs 3 things. Mutual understanding, mutual respect and Mutual trust. Mutual understanding comes from respect for each other and respect comes from trust. And any relationship both parties should feel secure. If one doesnt and other doesnt take an effort to help him or her achieve that trust no relationship is gona work.I am in such a situation frankly. How do u get trust . U get it in a relationship wen both people makes sure that there is nothing to hide from each other. Any past or present there shouldnt be anything between 2 who are partners or who are very good friends. And that trust leads to a respect and that respect leads to an invisible mutual understanding. But wen someone approaches a relationship as and what he or she likes at that point of time then its a problem

Being a trader has its own problem. You approach things in a straight line without any diplomacy. People may not like it. But i am frankly fed up of hearing what is wrong about me from people arnd me. I cant think a single instance about the same people saying what is good abt me. It seems people whom i care just try to tell me whts wrong abt me .. Now frankly i think there is nothing good abt me.It seems and ,as people say when someone says it few times it becomes a reality, i am a pile of shit with lots of problems and no good quality for anyone close to look up to me.

So the best option is to shut ur bloody mouth up and dont expect anything from anyone and act dump. If anyone wants anything from me and if i can do it i will , if i dont like something others are doing i keep my mouth shut and if i have any issues or problems or tensions i sulk it up... Concentrate on ur career and take that as ur one and only aim in life... what i lose in my personal front i should make it up in my professional front. Its easy as my arrogant character is fit for the job i am in and as such its easy to concentrate.

I am closing this year book with a reasonable PnL. Well am i happy abt things around me. Honest answer is NO.

Friday, December 14, 2012

Another one goes

Greg Coffey – behind the curtain

06 Nov 2012

Considered one of the finest traders of his generation by some, dismissed as a 'bull in a bull market' by others, few in the hedge fund industry divide opinion like the ‘Wizard of Oz', writes Harriet Agnew.

Source: Getty Images
Source: Getty Images
Shortly after the London markets closed on Wednesday, October 17, the news of Greg Coffey’s retirement flashed up on the computer screens at the hedge fund Moore Capital Management. Coffey’s decision – which he explained, in a letter to investors, came from a desire to spend more time with his family and in his native Australia – marked the end of a career that spanned two decades and, for many, epitomised the volatile performance of the hedge fund industry.
Despite his colleagues’ initial shock at the manner of the announcement (it was the first they had heard of his departure), few were surprised by its substance. Ever since 41-year-old Coffey joined Louis Bacon’s Moore Capital four years ago, his performance had failed to live up to the stellar returns he delivered at rival manager GLG Partners, where he built his reputation and earned himself hundreds of millions of dollars by outperforming both the markets and other hedge funds in the heady bull market of 2005 to 2007.
A restructuring a year ago, which resulted in Coffey spinning out his own stable of funds under a separate brand within Moore Capital, had encouraged speculation that he was planning to strike out on his own. And, as 2012 progressed, Coffey’s performance underwhelmed and investors voted with their feet, leading many to conclude that his days at Moore Capital were numbered.
One person with knowledge of the hedge fund said: “We knew it was a matter of time. Unless you’re making money you won’t survive at Moore.”
Several hedge fund luminaries have announced their retirement this year against a backdrop of market volatility heightened by policy intervention. Last week, the former Goldman Sachs head of principal strategies Pierre-Henri Flamand said he was shutting down Edoma Partners after two years “because I don’t think I can make money in this environment”. A few days earlier Geoff Grant, founder of $1bn global macro manager Grant Capital in the US, told investors he was shutting down, saying that he did not have an “edge” in current markets. Over the summer, Bacon himself announced he was returning $2bn to investors, as opportunities “are becoming an oasis in an investment desert”.
But Coffey, more than most traders, divides opinion. His varied track record makes it difficult for investors to speak about him dispassionately, as their experiences are coloured by when they invested in his funds. Bacon once described him as “the most impressive trader I’ve ever seen”, and a managing director at an investment bank who has known Coffey for more than a decade said: “Greg is in tune with what’s going on across markets and assets in a way that few can match”. But Jacob Schmidt, chief executive of independent research firm Schmidt Research Partners, said: “I was never so keen on Coffey, either at GLG or at Moore. He was considered a superstar at GLG – he was very successful and produced outsized returns. But these were the easy times, during 2005 to 2007. Coffey was a bull in a bull market and he made money.”
Moreover, some of Coffey’s former investors at GLG have never forgiven him for resigning from the firm as returns began to sink.
Since 2004 Coffey has delivered annualised returns of 22% a year, according Financial News research based on investor letters from GLG and Moore Capital. Over the same period, the S&P 500 index has risen by an average of 2.92% a year. But the biggest loss came when his GLG fund was at its largest – from a peak of $5bn of assets, it fell 36.63% in 2008. It is hard to establish responsibility for the performance during this period. Coffey told friends that he lost control of investment decisions between his resignation in April 2008 and his departure six months later in October. However, a person working at GLG insisted Coffey was responsible for the funds and their track record until his departure.
Hilmi Ünver, chief investment officer of alternatives at Notz Stucki in Geneva, which invested with Coffey at GLG and Moore Capital, said: “We have no hard feelings. He’s an honest man and we always expected him to be volatile. He’s a risk taker.”

• The boom years
After graduating with a degree in actuarial sciences from Macquarie University in Sydney in 1994, Coffey worked as a trader at Bankers Trust and then Blue Border Partners, a small Soros-backed hedge fund in London. When Soros withdrew money from all of his funds at the end of 2002, Coffey was out of work. He got in touch with GLG managing director Philippe Jabre. After a short interview, he was politely told there was no position for him at GLG.
In April 2003, Coffey began working at Bank Austria. For roughly the next six months he sent Jabre details of every single trade he did via his Bloomberg terminal. Finally in November of that year, Jabre invited him in for another interview and Coffey was hired. Initially he traded a portfolio that was part of a bigger fund before launching his own, the GLG Emerging Markets fund, in November 2005.
A former colleague from GLG said the emerging markets fund “was a bit of a misnomer”. He explained: “It was always more of a macro fund [a strategy whereby managers take positions in a range of assets according to their views on global macroeconomic events]. He did a lot of pre-IPO [initial public offering] deals and took illiquid positions.”
Schmidt said: “It was difficult to see how he made these returns from investing in emerging markets at GLG. He always had huge positions in S&P futures – not what I would call traditional emerging markets assets. Aggressive risk taking was very much part of the outsized returns.”
A former employee at GLG confirmed that despite its name, “the fund was always marketed to investors as a macro fund”.
Coffey’s trading style was certainly intense: he turned over his entire portfolio up to five times a day and ran a book that was 10 to 20 times levered, making him one of the biggest players on the street, according to a number of brokers.
In early 2006, Jabre, Coffey’s mentor and one of GLG’s top money-makers, left the firm after an investigation by the UK’s Financial Services Authority for alleged market abuse for which he was eventually fined £750,000. A former senior manager at GLG said: “[GLG founder Noam] Gottesman was so anxious to keep portfolio managers on board that he gave them full autonomy and a better cut of the performance fees they generated. Management didn’t look too closely at what the traders were doing as long as they kept making money.”
And for the next two years, make money is exactly what Coffey did. The GLG Emerging Markets fund gained 60% in 2006 and 51% in 2007, according to investors. He was handsomely rewarded, earning $300m in 2007, compared with the $350m earned by Gottesman and GLG chief executive Manny Roman, according to a survey by Institutional Investors’ Alpha Magazine, now AR Magazine.
During this period, Coffey bought two mansions in Sydney. Two years ago, he bought an 11,500-acre estate on the remote Scottish island of Jura, where George Orwell finished writing Nineteen Eighty-Four and where Coffey now plans to build a golf course.
Between 2005 and 2007, there were two things other than his trading ability that worked to Coffey’s advantage, according to an investor at the time. Because he was trading so actively, he became a valuable client to investment banks, and was at the front of the queue when IPOs and other deals came to market. Secondly, he invested in some fairly illiquid emerging markets positions and, as his fund grew, the sheer size of his investments helped push prices up, according to several investors.
In March 2007, GLG launched the GLG Emerging Markets Special Situations Fund specifically to enable Coffey to take further illiquid positions. It locked investors in for three years. The fund gained 36.2% in the remainder of 2007 then lost 48.5% in 2008, according to an investor letter.
The Coffey camp rejects the idea he was “a bull in a bull market”, noting that he often made his money from short positions when the value of assets declined. In May 2006, for example, Coffey’s fund gained 0.46% when emerging markets tanked, according to an investor. He also made substantial returns in late 2007 from aggressively shorting US banks, sub-prime securities and mortgage reinsurers, having previously made a lot of money being long earlier in the year, according to one of GLG’s brokers: “The legend was born in the months where he was flat and markets were down. People had no idea about how much work and activity went into him being flat.”
In June 2007, GLG announced it was listing in the US via a reverse merger with a publicly traded company, Freedom Acquisition Holdings. It embarked on an aggressive marketing push to raise assets and therefore increase the listing value of GLG, which was based on a combination of current assets under management and forecast earnings.
The GLG Emerging Markets fund, which contained $2.65bn in July 2007, roughly doubled to $4.99bn by the end of December, according to GLG’s 2007 annual report. A former GLG employee said: “The sales team was very aggressive selling him because on the back of his returns it was an easy sell. But the investors were also coming to him. GLG almost created a myth around him.” However, some investors believed the fund was becoming unwieldy and redeemed. One said: “In the second half of 2007, they started marketing very aggressively. The fund became extremely large.”
• His greatest trade?
Coffey was GLG’s main fee earner by this time, according to company results, but Coffey was telling friends and investors he thought he wasn’t getting his due recognition from GLG. An investor said: “We started to feel he was having problems with management.” Coffey’s irritation was compounded by minor grievances, such as his bosses’ refusal to let him sign the Christmas card they were sending to investors in December 2007, the investor said.
In March 2008, as the US investment bank Bear Stearns collapsed, Coffey’s fund lost 8% and the following month the fund was down 14%, its biggest monthly loss up until this point, according to investors. A former colleague at GLG said: “Greg’s a street-smart kind of guy more than a highly technical macro guy as often portrayed. He’s more instinctive. When Bear Stearns collapsed, I don’t think he was prepared. The falling markets became a self-fulfilling prophecy. It can have quite a strong psychological impact on your ability to stick to your positions. If he was a technical trader, it would have been easier.”
A filing with the US Securities and Exchange Commission, dated April 15, 2008, shows that Coffey resigned from GLG on April 14, only to withdraw his resignation the following day. It adds: “Coffey and GLG are in discussions concerning a range of options for the future.” On April 22, GLG announced that it had accepted Coffey’s resignation and that he would continue to run the funds until October 2008 to ensure a smooth transition. GLG believed at the time that he was the best-placed person to manage the positions in the fund, several people at the firm said.
By resigning, Coffey forfeited a retention package of somewhere between $180m and $250m in cash and GLG shares, according to several people with knowledge of the matter. A fund of funds investor said: “It was a battle of wills Greg was never going to win with [GLG chief executive] Manny [Roman]. In the end, everyone lost – the investors in the funds more than anyone.”
Roman declined to comment for this article.
• Caught in a trap
Despite the big losses in March and April, Coffey’s reputation was still riding high on the back of the previous two years’ gains. A Sunday Times profile in April 2008 christened him “the Wizard of Oz” in a nod to his Australian heritage and trading prowess.
So intense was his focus on his positions that he was online all the time, no matter where he was in the world. His trading hardware would be assembled on ski-ing holidays, and his wife referred to his favourite brokers as his “other wives”, according to friends of Coffey. A broker said: “Every time I got a call from Greg pretending to be speaking to the plumber or the builder, I would automatically start updating him on his positions. It was his way of checking in without his wife getting mad.”
Although Coffey was still working at GLG, he told friends he felt like a bystander: he said he was not allowed to make investment decisions but was given trades to execute because it was thought he would get the best price in the markets. A person at GLG strongly rejects this and says Coffey was responsible for portfolio management and the fund’s performance until his departure.
Following Coffey’s resignation, a large proportion of investors redeemed, according to company filings. A letter sent to investors by GLG, dated May 6, 2008, said that up to 15% of assets in the main emerging markets fund were invested in illiquid positions that could not be easily sold. These positions were typically non-listed securities in private companies and mid-cap stocks. Thinly traded positions included a private equity investment in Sibirskiy Cement, a Siberian cement producer, and the bonds of Brazil’s Banco PanAmericano, according to investors who were briefed on the positions.
Such positions are typically hard to value and can either be marked in the portfolio at their purchase price or their market value, which can have a big impact on fees charged.
Illiquid assets were moved into two separate side pockets in July and November 2008, according to investor documents. To the chagrin of investors, GLG continued to charge a 2% management fee on these assets as they unwound them. In May 2011, investors were able to exit their positions in one of the funds in an auction overseen by Blackstone Group, GLG confirmed at the time. Clients sold their holdings in the fund for about half of their net asset value, investors said.
A former colleague at GLG said: “I rate Greg as a trader. I don’t rate him as a private equity investor.” Coffey is understood to regret investing in unlisted positions – a sector of the market that wasn’t his real area of expertise. However, the Coffey camp claims that these holdings represented only a small fraction of the entire portfolio.
A letter to investors in the GLG Emerging Markets fund in early June 2008, reporting gains of 5.12% in May, said that a large part of the portfolio had been unwound to meet redemption requests and it had shrunk to about $2bn. It was the last investor letter Coffey wrote at GLG.
The fund ended 2008 down 36.63%, after falling 7.45% in August, 7.52% in September and 13.70% in October, the nadir of the financial crisis. Several investors and former colleagues claim that Coffey should not have, in the words of one, “abandoned” his investors and left GLG at such a volatile time.
However, some investors felt that GLG was too quick to blame Coffey. One said: “The responsibility has to be shared. These firms are regulated; they can’t just blame the portfolio manager. Success has many fathers but failure is an orphan.” A person at GLG insists the firm always had good risk controls in place.
The Coffey camp denies that he neglected investors and claims that he acted in their best interests in so far as he was able to.
• Moore underperformance
When Coffey resigned, he initially planned to launch his own hedge fund. He held discussions with several parties, including John Mack, then chief executive at Morgan Stanley, which was the lead contender to seed Coffey’s new fund and take a stake in it, according to several people with knowledge of the discussions. Morgan Stanley declined to comment. But conversations with Bacon in the spring of 2008 convinced Coffey to shelve these plans, choosing to avoid the administrative hassle of setting up on his own.
In November 2008, Coffey landed at Moore Capital, which shares the same building as GLG at 1 Curzon Street in Mayfair. It was in the car park of these offices that Coffey was said to have bumped into Bacon, kick-starting talks about Coffey’s future.
The proximity to Coffey’s former employer made for some interesting lift encounters. A Moore Capital employee said: “After we hired Greg, the GLG guys were laughing. We’d bump into them in the lift and they used to say that given we had taken Coffey off their hands, could we take his illiquid positions too.”
But Coffey’s move was also raising questions at Moore Capital. Why did Bacon – a man who “doesn’t normally give equity”, according to a person who has known him for years – hand over a stake of between 10% and 25% in Moore Capital Management LP, according to SEC filings (which only requires companies to indicate a range), and the title of co-chief investment officer to a man he’d never worked with before?
For Coffey, the equity stake and job title provided the recognition he had craved at GLG. But it created tensions in Moore Capital’s London office. A person who worked at the firm said: "The big problem was that no one felt like Greg deserved it. Two or three years are generally not enough to prove that someone's good, especially in one cycle."
The plan was for Coffey to be the face of Moore Capital in Europe. Initially Coffey co-managed the flagship Moore Global Investments with Bacon but it quickly became apparent to both of them that two such strong personalities could not run it together. So, in December 2008, Coffey took over the management of the Moore Emerging Markets fund.
For the first year, the fund performed in line with its peers, gaining 20.43% in 2009 when the average hedge fund was up 19.98%, and the average macro fund gained 4.34%, according to investors and hedge fund data provider HFR. But the following year the fund was up only 5.01%, underperforming the average hedge fund by more than five percentage points and the average macro fund by three percentage points.
The risk management processes at Moore Capital and GLG are very different, according to investors familiar with both firms. One said: “At Moore, there’s much more scrutiny about what’s going on in the portfolio, what’s working and not working. They don’t want to lose money. GLG is more volatile. The idea of the ‘star trader’ suited them.” A person at GLG said Coffey was always supervised and acted within the firm’s risk limits.
Coffey’s history of posting large monthly gains and losses at GLG stands in stark contrast to the culture at Moore Capital, where the general policy is that if a trader is down 5% there is a review, down 10% means a reduction in risk and down 15% results in termination, according to a portfolio manager at the firm. In February 2010, Coffey’s emerging markets fund fell 7.54%, according to investors.
The Coffey camp rejects the notion that he was hampered by the Moore Capital trading style, arguing that in fact he moved there to “reinvent” himself as a less volatile performer. However, an investor in Coffey’s fund at Moore Capital said: “There were a lot of clashes between Greg and the risk guys. He wanted to take more risk but was always reined in.”
In the three years to October 31, 2011, Coffey’s emerging markets fund gained an average of 6.2% a year, compared with the average hedge fund, which rose 7.6% a year in the same period, according to HFR. During the first 10 months of 2011, Coffey’s fund lost 6.20%, according to investors, and the following month Bacon announced a series of changes to the structure of the fund.
• Changing gear
In a letter to investors, Bacon called the restructuring a “rebranding exercise”, with most clients in Coffey’s old fund transferring their assets to the new one, the GC Emerging Markets fund. This was designed to allow Coffey to take more risk, with greater potential rewards, and create his own family of funds with his own brand.
But the new set-up proved to be relatively short-lived. Coffey failed to deliver more than the industry average. Coffey’s main emerging markets fund lost 5% last year, when the average hedge fund fell 5.25% and the average macro fund lost 4.16%, according to Hedge Fund Research.
External investors’ assets in the macro fund fell from about $1.6bn in 2010 to about $450m by October, according to investors. The fund fell about 10% in the year to August 2012 before making back these losses in September, according to investors. But Coffey had had enough. He told friends he had decided that his intense commitment was not sustainable. Over 90% of capital has already been returned to investors, according to two investors in the fund.
Bacon told Financial News: "I was sad to see Greg go. It had been a profitable and helpful partnership. I was as surprised as everyone when he handed in his chips after making back his year to date losses with a 12% run in the fund which was his sole responsibility. But that is the elegant way of departing, on the up rather than on the down, and that is Greg. He is always a very up-beat gentleman."
For now, Coffey is enjoying spending time with his family. Last week, he turned up at his children’s school dressed as Dracula for Halloween.
An old friend who works at an investment bank said: “Coffey’s trading style was like a Ferrari that operated in sixth gear all the time. Before the financial crisis, the markets were conducive to that. Now we’re in a market where you can’t get out of third gear, and there’s no sign this is going to change. That doesn’t suit him.”

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

I am Back!!

This is funny. As i am blogging again. And this time my better half found out my lost blog..so thought of putting in some words...

Last i blogged was in 2008. And now its 2012 end. These 4 years were the best and worst of my life. I made a round of the world from trading in london , heading a commodities desk in asia and back in London trading again. Went through a bit of low patch in my personnel life to find a beutiful other side of all those bad sides when came Nov 2.

Made good money first 2 years , lost royally some cash for the firm in 2010 and back doing normal in 2011/12. Ideally this is a right time to blog. Cause i think i was on limp mode last 2 years as i wasnt having that ambition i always had to push further. My head was occupied with sorting fuckign personnel issues. Now gods grace eveyrhing is slowly returning to normal (Touch wood) i am back in my form and will be looking to trade actively in the next 4 months onwards. So once those most beutiful pairs of mosquito bites lands in London i am  back in my trading games.... thts my next target!

In all means this is the second phase. I had 100% leverage from 2008 onwards on my loans, i very proudly brought the leverage down to around 10% and am ready to lever up again. This is the last leg to lever up again before i turn 40 as then banks may be reluctant. So thats also in the cards....

Will wish to blog again... Lets see whether i keep up the continuity

J

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

GAYS + CHANEL

I met one of my friends today for lunch. A brit who used to work for BT and now with me at school. I wanted some advice on some gifts that I wish to give to one of my female friends and asked him whether he has any girlfriend. Then he told me that he is a Gay. I couldn’t believe as he looked otherwise and I laughed it away and he got serious and told me that is a gay and was ready to take me out to prove. Fine.. so what! I didn’t feel bad and told him I am straight.. What I liked was his frankness. And then we had a shit load of conversation, though informative, on lesbians and gays. Good stuff –didn’t know that ,that world was so developed. At least now I know how to spot a lesb and avoid embarrassing situations later on.

Finally decided to get a ‘Chanel’ for her. I was confused between Eau De Toilette, Eau De Parfum and Parfum but thought it better to go for medium intensity and went for Eau De Parfum on N05 series. Hope she likes it.

Well this is my last week of bliss. Next week onwards school opens and am back in that wild world….

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Crude @ 100$$$$

Bingo! Crude finally touched 100$!! This is something to go down into history books..
But after all the excitement and confusion, its time to think as to who did this trade.. Who was that guy, who made his mark in the history books as the trader @100$ /barrel.

Perhaps he just got bored of waiting for oil to pass the magic, but meaningless three-figure mark. Or perhaps he wanted a natty print-out for the office loo, a lasting memento of his moment in market history.

Regardless of motivation, it was a single small deal by this independent trader that on Wednesday pushed oil prices briefly to the unprecedented $100 a barrel level. And his name was...

Richard Arens.

Struck on the floor of Nymex at a hefty premium, about 50 cents, to prevailing prices, Arens who runs a brokerage called ABS, bought just 1,000 barrels of crude, the minimum allowed, from a colleague. The result was a divergence of the prices posted on Globex electronic screens at the exchange and through traders that work the floor – and widespread confusion.

Before the $100-a-barrel trade, oil prices on Globex were at $99.53 a barrel. Immediately after the trade, prices went down to about $99.40, suggesting a trading loss of $600 for Mr Arens.

Stephen Schork, a former Nymex floor trader and editor of the oil-market Schork Report, commented: “A local trader just spent about $600 in a trading loss to buy the right to tell his grandchildren he was the one who did it. Probably he is framing right now the print reflecting the trade...”

What a life!! I envy him.

Divine Intervention

I am Fucked!! It will be official in 3 weeks time when the results for corp fin, accounting and capital markets are declared at LBS. Sometimes being intelligent is a bit of problem.

Again it’s darn frustrating to be out of markets when there is so much volatility and so less liquidity. This is the best time to trade and make some bucks. And I can’t do it!!! Never felt so bad….

Look at crude oil. It hit 99$! God, if only I had a chance… Options are being written for prices above 150$! “Elliot’s wave” suggests prices to hit 100$+ shortly… Subprimes are giving lots of mispricing or relative value arb trading opportunities.. Markets are crazy.. This is the time to raise money and start a fund based on “absolute return distress cum even driven” strategies.. Am sure we can make shit load of money and retire…. J

I was reading this article by “Joseph Stiglitz” on subprimes. Mr Stiglitz is a professor of economics at Columbia and won the NOBEL for economics in 2001 for his pioneering and ground breaking work on “asymmetric information and market reaction”. He gives good insight on securitization and the information asymmetry that it creates and the reason for the current crash… It’s a good paper to read and there are lots of hedge fund trading strategies that we can derive which can earn good returns. Couldn’t understand how these people come out with such simple methods and apply them into capital markets. Brilliant!

But the bottom-line is I am royally waiting for my first sem results to be out!! Hope I will be able to slide my ass thruuu…. I really need some divine intervention this time...

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Party

I had my first party in london last week..It was fun... I went on two legs and came back on four legs and that too 24 hrs late!!! In between i made 10 pounds being a book runner for a drinking game..Drank like shit ...and gambled on drinking arbitrage and money....

Waiting for the next one next week...London isn't that bad!!!! hihihi

Part-II

Here I am finally in London!!! The real commodity trading capital of the world... The largest diamond exchange..... The highest concentration of banks.....
Joined london business school 1 month back.... Piles of assignment, hardcore finance project.... Valuing companies, creating financial models,, Learning how to do leveraged buyouts, how to trade arbitrages, how to audit companies, how to leverage capital structure.... Shit!!!! i didnt know finance was so complicated.. I felt it was mathematics..But this thing is high-fi.. You make complex models and decide how to do gearing of companies.. U think of ways of taking public companies private.. How to avoid hostile takeovers by leverage!!!

I was happy trading in singapore..I never knew this course was this tough..... Currently the profs are in corporate finance and accounting. Since these subjects are new to me its tough.Once they start hedge funds and trading papers, i hope that will be a cake walk....

And again i had my first interview with an investment bank last day...Yea for a propreitary trading role.... But think i wont make it.... Reason:?? I did pretty WELL in the interview..FUCK!

End of Part-I

Finally there i am.. Said bye to Singapore... Is it forever or for a period of time? Dont know.... But definitely feel sad.... this has been the place where i really learned to live... Where i partyed like a dead meat ...... where i started my trading career...Where i made the first million for my firm.... Where i lost the first million too..... Its all over..suddenly it is all coming to a stop.... Well life moves on...... Now for another 10 months studies,,,, life on a stingy budget,,, student life,,,, jesus!!! Dont know how i am gona face it.....Lets see.......

End of part 1

Monday, May 07, 2007

Phuket

I dont know how many here might have worked in a trading floor. Its exciting at the sametime darn frustrating. Abt 90 percent of the time you will be speaking to other traders across the globe, over 3 time zones and rest 10 percent you will be managing your trading book by way of hedging and cross hedging. Its good if you make money. Sometimes you just cant get that edge and you lose money while hedging and while shorting the hedges.. Then its darn frustrating.

Same happened to me last week and suddenly i wanted a break. Solution? Phukettttttttttttttttttt Islands in Thailand.

Started off on thursday night with 2 of my friends on a free n easy trip and landed back in singapore yesterday. What a trip.... I never enjoyed this much. Met a finnish lady there and she was fun to be with. We four, including the girl, went around island hopping by renting a car.... Pubs, discos, massage ....It was great....

Specially the MAYA beach where decaprio shot the "beach" . Should say this sea around phuket and phi phi island is best for snorkeling. Enjoyed every bit.But at one point, i jumped into the sea from the boat for snorkeling and JESUS CHRIST couldn't get back into the boat due to waves!!!! Thought i will end up in some remote island around and become a Robinson Crusoe II.. FInally friends pulled me up....

One thing should be said, and that is phuket clubs makes good drinks..Hehehe...

Pakistan Trip

I never thought i will ever get this chance in my life!!! To visit pakistan and to see the wagah border from the other side, of the wall. It was just fantastic!!!

It so happened that one fine morning my Trading manager comes to me and asks me to represent Shell Trading Singapore at a conference in Pakistan. I was also supposed to present the future of trading and its role in the downstream business. And guess what,,, the flight was at next day evening 3 Pm. But in Trading, managers are GODS and you better be darn sure before saying NO to them.. Cause ur a** will be screwed for sure if u get it wrong!

But once i reached Lahore and saw the place, i realized what i would have missed, had i not taken up this opppurtunity. Specially the "Moti ka Kazaana" restaurant which is actually an old mansion where Hindus stayed before partition and which later became a prostitution centre of those Hindu girls who got separated from their families during partition. Just imagining what these girls might have been through is worth turning you off.

Akbar palace, the mosque where you have a natural loudspeaker made out of marble ("yes marble"), wagah border all were just amazing. What struck me most was the hospitality of pakistanis.

Sometimes it makes you think who wanted this partition. Atleast those people whom i met didnt want. Then who? Muslims or Hindus?

And ha one more thing. The GIRLS ARE JUST SO BEUTIFUL!! I MIGHT HAVE HAD FLINGS ATLEAST 1000 TIMES. EVEN THOSE GIRLS WHO BEG ON THE STREETS. HOW CAN THAT BE ???????....

God help ME.